rar.
though i cant quite say that i've fallen per se.
it's this new transition into having to rid thoughts and feelings of a future that can never be, and just be good friends.
that i have to accept this fact that you will never love me as you did once ever again.
i guess this is why i feel so blah after my high from sunday.
i hate having this innate fear, (that even though i know all this,) that i will have this unfortunate manner of waiting for you. that i will never love another person like i love(d) you. that there will be a perpetual love-line (as opposed to love triangle). that should you change your mind one day, i will be stupid enough to say yes, and fall under your spell again.
more like fearS.
i dont think im learning, and am still trying to rush things along.
