midweek unicycling session, 2hour go-kart race with colleagues..
lots of new band songs.
and my new favourite thing - watching glee.
i like my post menstrual moods.
i think about you much less, and even when i do think and wonder about you, it doesnt make my stomach gurgle as much.
after our phone call, i wondered how and why i could be so nice to you on the phone..
then i realised, i could never be mean to you in person. not ever i dont think.
it's like, when i think about how you dumped me, i'll be annoyed and angry, but the moment i hear your voice, i just melt.
is it you?
or is it me?
anything bad disappears making it impossible for me to hold a grudge. but subsequent to being nice, i hurt.
does that make me soft? an overly nice person? just plain romantic? or utterly pathetic?
mmm. rambling. meh.
i will now go and swoon over lea michele and her beautiful voice. *sigh*
