on a side note, karma has arrived and bitten me in the ass. retribution has come in the form i least expected.
i am sorry for snooping. i knew it was wrong, and i shouldnt justify my actions.
at that point i felt like i needed answers - i felt like i was maligned. and i was, and even you were against me. *shrugs*
you're doing what you need to do, and i did what i had to do. gotta live with the consequences i suppose.
good luck with your life. you clearly dont want me in it.