Tuesday, October 27, 2009

some random thoughts

"you know.. there's nothing particularly special about kat, except that she's your 1st. but that's replaceable."

i wish i could agree with that statement...
but there're far too many things that contradict that...

why do 1st relationships play such a pivotal role??

on the other hand, i almost feel a little angry that iv been robbed of the intimacy that i once shared with this 'special' girl.
that the time we shared and the words that were once said to me, were lies.


yeap.
my once a month emotional rollercoaster is about to start its ride, or maybe im just over thinking and over analysing myself.
urgh.
just stop regina!