Tuesday, October 20, 2009

the constant reminder

the fact that i manage to be nice

does that mean i've forgiven and forget how i was treated?

but the fact that i still wonder about your being crap to me in relation to my being nice, would then mean that im still harbouring some form of anger.

oh it's confusing. and i still over analyse.

just like i still miss you
i miss talking to you and hearing your voice everyday
i miss your hugs and your touch
i miss you.

all that i wish for will never happen, and i will never be able to call you mine ever again.