exactly 2 weeks.
some time has passed to absorb, react, think.
except most of my thoughts have been churned from making too many assumptions, but you havnt really given me much to work with; and since you've seemingly moved on, i have to use these assumptions to do the same.
which kinda sucks to be honest.
the fact that you broke up with me, or the fact that you're completely abandoning me now.
i think possibly the latter.
if it's anything i've learnt, abandonment is a horrid thing to do.
never ever will i do it. and i've always known not to.
i think i already learnt that from my father previously.
you've just enforced it to a greater level.
do your new friends know about your new found capability - your ability to block someone out, ignore and abandon them??
so much for the new people who supposedly bring out the best in you.
was i mean?
i dont think so. im merely stating the facts.
my current state of mind:
i feel completely abandoned.
