i hate the fact that i still feel something even though you dont anymore.
and then i make myself feel shit cos you dont see me as anything/distant/whatever you make me out to be.
which is something i still dont quite understand.. like in general, not just you specifically.
how does someone seemingly important become so unimportant in a snap?
cos with you it was like a switch.. (or maybe it wasnt..)
mmm. never mind. i'll never understand..
i might have to stay away from you for the timebeing. keep my distance. just so that there's a remote chance of a normal friendship.
i so dont want to be in love with you anymore.
make it stop.
