Sunday, June 12, 2011

flingationship

im afraid of getting in too deep.

we agreed that it's a fling - she set the rules, but she broke them. well. we broke them.

she invited me to stay the night on friday, and i didnt decline; i really should've.

and now i get an email like this:

"Hi...

I'm sorry that I couldn't say this to you last night, but I would have
started to cry.  That's not a good look for me.

I could get really attached to you.   Then I'd leave Singapore.  And
be heart broken.   I already know that I'm already going to have a
very hard time leaving.   I liked you spending the night, but maybe we
should set some boundaries...

kitty"


sigh.


my question now is - do i let my guard down, and go into this knowing full what will result at the end?