one week since you broke the news.
i havnt been able to eat or sleep properly.
every other night i sob so uncontrollably to sleep. then wake up in the middle of the night tossing and turning in bed.
i say i'm starting to let you go, im trying.
but it's so hard.
i still yearn for you.
iv been told the way to get you out of my head is to think of the bad things you've done, and what you've done to me.
however you havnt done anything bad enough for me to fault.
absolutely nothing. so how do i get you out of my head?
my emotions go back and forth.
in the morning i think im letting you go, but by lunchtime, im back to wanting you again.
on monday i get to see a counsellor.
if i'd gone months ago like i should've, would all this have happened?
