Tuesday, July 28, 2009

turmoil

so i guess it's official.
you removed our relationship status even though you said you wouldnt make your mind up till you came here.

i suppose you're not coming then?

you're going to leave me here to figure things out by myself.
you cant even so much as to make a bloody phone call to ask how i'm doing.

you leave me with all this shit, and dont even have the balls to face the music.

why are you acting this way? this isnt you at all.

i tell you why i cant let go.
it's cos i dont have the fucking answers.
it's cos you're not talking to me.
it's cos you dont have the respect to tell me the truth and give me a simple explanation.

i so angry and disappointed that you're doing this, that you're behaving this way, and yet, i still cant help but hope.
hope for something thats never going to happen.

please end this properly so i can get out of this turmoil.