i think i found my answers.
perhaps i assumed most things, but i think my instincts were right about there being someone else.
in which case, you lied to me about it. you said there wasnt anyone. but im pretty sure there is cos that's the only explanation i can come up with..
am i wrong to make such an assumption? i dont really have much else to work with.
you owe me an proper explanation.
i know where i stand now.
i know i'll never get you back.
i know i wont ask you to come back to me.
all i ask is for a decent discussion, explanation, and respect; cos up until now, you havnt had the decency to explain anything to me.
you dumped so much information on me in such a short period of time, and expected me to take it well and to understand.
you left me hanging to fend for myself. and now you dont even care about me at all. indifferent should be the word used.
your worst crime was telling me you loved me when you didnt anymore. that you gave me hope when there wasnt.
and it's cos of that, that i am completely broken. crushed.
im glad you're happy now.
i hope that what you want will be reciprocated.
i love you so much, and so, im just going to let you go now.
but i still need you to come and end this properly. i think i deserve that much.
