so i need to break up with the 16yr old.
although is it technically a break up considering we're only kinda dating??
haha!
anyways, so i had a think over the weekend, and the last few days..
she's young. and needs years to grow up and learn about herself and life in general.
i dont want to be her 'teacher'. or for that matter, any girl's teacher. i want to be their girlfriend. partner.
yes by and large you do learn from each other.. but i dont want to be her window into the lesbian world, she needs to discover that on her own.
also, i dont want to have to go out on a date and have to worry about her meeting curfew, or getting into trouble.
nor do i want to keep paying for everything that we do together. i'll be very poor, as if im not already.
yes i can swoon and sigh at her voice.
but no. i will not go out with her just cos her voice is ridiculously mesmerising.
k. i will rip the bandaid off this evening. or tomorrow. soon. i'll do it soon. i've been avoiding it for a coupla days now...
