yeah k. iv decided...
im too tired and i cant be halfarsed about having crushes on girls anymore.
sure i want to be in love and have someone love me. but fuck - it's too hard and i dont have time and im too lazy and fat to even bother with the 'hunt' or 'chase'.
if only it could be as easy as some girl just rocking up on my doorstep and saying
'iv been in love with you since i was 12' ala naomi from skins
either that, or can i just be totally asexual for the rest of my life please so i wont ever be jealous of couples or have the need to be a couple?
on another note, please just let the gala concert be over now.