i feel trapped.
iv lost my music/arts outlet that i had for 3years in melbourne. i keep blaming my location - except, i wonder if im bringing all this upon myself by not making enough effort.
i also feel like im still somehow stuck in a weird frame of mind, not being able to move beyond, almost like deludng myself that all is fine and forgotten.
i got a tarot card reading last weekend (albeit the fact that i went in slightly skeptical), the reading was pretty damn accurate.
there needs to be a change (in all aspects of life). a change of expectation, and perspectives.
question is, how do i go about making this change.
work's been keeping me distracted and busy, but when all's quiet on the home front............
