how do i go from being curt (with the illusion of being great and almost completely over her), to being a pathetic puppy dog in a matter of an exchange of 1 email?!
FUCK.
"hi.
know it's exam time and all.. hope preparation's going well.
ivan tells me you'll be off to nsw for a family friend's bday bash, presumably coral's?
when will you be back? id like to see you when im there if that's ok with you..
im meeting yvonne on the 29th, so that sunday's out.. i'll be off on the 2nd.. hopefully you'll be back by then.. let me know please..
good luck for rest of your exams whenever they may be..
send my regards to your family.
regina"
*insert her response*
"hi..
will be there on the morning of 21st, but going to band camp cos band camp is awesome (was initially having 2nd thoughts cos you might be there, but now you're not, i can go in peace and not worry. hmmm.. hard to explain.. never mind)
what camp training you going for?
well band camp ends on 22.. so if you're back between that and your camp, i dont really have anything lined up.. so really, it's your decision.. though id prefer to steer clear of clayton if possible.
iv been thinking about coming to say hi to your parents, but im not sure how i'd go with that going to your house and all.. im still considering that.. i'll see how..
in fact, i was telling ivan that i might just come get all my things myself just so i know iv taken everything.. just as well, could even help you pack given your mess..
but maybe that's not such a good idea..
i dont know. and im rambling.
sigh
just give me a date and i'll pencil it in."
WHAT. THE. FUCK.
