i wish i could spend a day as my sister and see the world as how she sees it.
how is it that she can think that we're attacking her, when the rest of us feel used and taken for granted?
why can't she understand that as a young adult of 22, no one above the age of 40 is EVER going to kow tow to her.
why can't she get it into her head that no elder is EVER going to apologise to a scrawny 22yr old.
why can't she see that she needs us? that she's BEEN needing us.
why can't i, as the elder sister, make her understand?
how can i help her see things right?
i dont know what to do. or say. or which god to pray to now.
her god? my god? any god?