*bursts into laughter*
all i can say is, you are where you are cos of what you did. and i take pleasure in knowing you cant have what you want.
bahahahahahahaaaaaaaaaa!!!!!!!!!!!!!
this seems like the 'revenge' that the books talk about
so why do i still feel like crud (sometimes)?
why do i still stupidly hold this 0.01% hope?
why do i keep constantly forgetting that you're different and we want different things?
why can't i get into my thick head that we will just NEVER BE?
* note to self:
get it into your thick head you silly cow.
stop being a fool. she will never see the you the same way as before.
now forget about her. forget about your things in her house. just stop.
she didnt appreciate you for what you're worth.
the both of you were evidently not right for each other.
...... but she still has my cow. O.o
on a side note, other people seem to be making progress.
new partners, successful jobs, marriage.
mmm.
so what will it be? buddhism? catholicism? bahai'i? maybe i should even consider being muslim. lesbian muslim. hmmm. now what will people think...
