my grandmother offered to pay for my airticket to go back to singapore during the summer break.
after much deliberation of weighing pros and cons, convincing arguements from both sides, and a fight with my sister (which made it all so clear), i've decided not to take up the offer.
it'd be nice to be home. family, friends, my bed. but it's not financially viable for me to be back.
it's only another 6 months.
another 6 months of not having to put up with the self-obsessed regina, who can't help but only think of "what's happening back home without me".
definitely, definitely not worth the $857.
so fuck me for worrying myself sick about home and everyone else but myself.
