i've discovered that it's scary to declare your love for someone.
it used to be much easier before. now it just scares me.
it's been declared, but not before a whole lot of crying (for no obvious reason) whilst being hugged tight, or looking into her eyes.
it hasn't yet been reciprocated, and perhaps that is the scary bit. even though she assures you that you're on the same path.
i guess it never changes for me. when i fall, im in it completely, there's no such thing as halfway.
and so be it. it's been declared. she knows. no matter. it's all good! =)
