Saturday, September 17, 2011

the perils of online whatchmacalit

i dont know what we're doing, but all i want right now, is to see this girl in person, give her a hug, and kiss her. omg. i want to kiss her so badly. and smell her. i just want to be with her.

i am so consumed by this person i've met online, and spoken to on the phone countless times.

is this dangerous? i've thought about it a number of times... and got worried too.. 'what if we don't click in person?', 'what if i fly all the way there and we hate each others' company'.
what ifs. so many. so scary.

but i think it's worth the risk. i like her so much it overrides all my other thoughts. all i can think now is, if i should fly over tomorrow to go see her. even if it means 24hr journey.