Wednesday, December 29, 2010

love and their stupid chemicals

so im a little nauseated by the whole love proclaimations on facebook business. it's like everywhere now.. so many peoples in love. 

i went back and tried to look at my previous fb status updates, but it only goes back as far as Nov 2009 for me.

then i re-read old emails between kat and i. 

omg. i was such a pathetic little puppy! groveling and begging to be loved. oh it's embarrassing. i dare not even read my old blog posts cos i think it'll be worse. 

but i will say one thing. bodily chemicals. they do you in. both for the good times and bad. they blind you and cloud your judgement. 

one thing i gather from all this, is that although these damn chemicals heighten your emotions and make you go insane, they will eventually disappear and go away. only then when your mind is clear, do you realise how stupid you were/can be or how pathetic and sad you were. and how very very wrong the choices you made were.

someone please slap me if i get bogged down by these stupid bodily fluids.