sometimes i feel like there's no true direction or purpose in my life..
it's like the pieces to the jigsaw is missing - will it ever come together?
i shudder to think this is how it'll be in 5 years.
here i am at 26 - the age at which my mom would've already been married; and myself, barely any savings, one pathetic relationship in my bag, albeit with a good job.
there're no crossroads as such, but i feel like maybe some sort of action should be done to be more active, rather than stay home all day and continuously gain weight and do nothing but watch videos.
but see, that's the whole bloody vicious cycle isn't it?
there IS no purpose, nothing to work towards.
fuck this shit. why have i no ambition or motivation?
