on the slightest off chance that you read this, happy birthday.
(ivan would frown upon this act, he forbade me to contact you.)
well technically i havnt. hope/glad you're happy.
i think i am. sorta.
though some sort of companionship and intimacy would be nice.
but generally, it's been a long time coming, but im pretty sure im at a good place right now. job's great, i get to meet yo-yo ma in a coupla days. oh it's awesome.
anyways, happy 21st you.
"i'm still young" is no longer an excuse for anything.
all the best!
