from the final episode of skins series 4, says naomi to emily:
-start naomi monologue-
"i've loved you from the 1st time i saw you. i think i was 12. it took me 3 years to pluck up the courage to speak to you, and i was so scared about the way i felt about you, you know, loving a girl; but i learned how to become a sarcastic bitch just to make it feel normal. i screwed guys to make it go away, but it didnt work.
when we got together, it scared the shit out of me, because you were the one person who could ruin my life. i pushed you away and make you think things were your fault, but really i was just terrified of pain. i screwed that girl sophia to kind of spite you for having that hold on me, but im a total fucking coward... because i got us these. these tickets to goa 3 months ago.
but i couldnt stand. i didnt wanna be a slave to the way i feel about you. can you understand? you were trying to punish me back, and it's horrible. it's so horrible because...
... really, i'd die for you. i love you. i love you so much, and it's killing me.'
-end monologue-
emily cries, embraces naomi and they kiss.
end scene
will anyone ever love me, like how naomi loves emily?
