-.-

i see photos of queers events in melb. and then i get incredibly annoyed. cos i get reminded of the fact that

1. the ex gets to enjoy all that

2. i paved the path to her queer escapades - i mean i suppose even without me she would've gotten there eventually.

3. i intro-ed the her to rainbow band

4. she now plays an instrument she never would've gotten around to if not for me.

come on now. seriously? this is really pathetic and immature of me. why cant i get my head around this even till now.

how do i manage to link everything that arent even related.

urgh. this disgusts me. -.-