a) im not ready
b) and due to a) im thus not in the right frame of mind to entertain coupledom
c) im (possibly) not attracted to asians
d) im just an asexual lesbian
but why does this even matter?
it's almost like im trying to find validation of some sort - to prove something. what? that someone else would find me remotely attractive? that someone else could like me enough to be with me?
cant it just go back to pre-kat where r/ships and crushes dont really mean anything?
id like to go back to being a 'im going to be a crazy old cat lady who'll die surrounded by cats' mentality.
